the girl in the Яed leggings

so it has been a while since my last post :/

my life right now:

vegan weekends
dancing
school
socialising, ie. time outside school with friends, boyfriend.
work (saving for japan)
tumblr
getting ready for summer :D -buying togs, getting fit.
arguing with the parents
trying to make the most of my life.

ok so im not even sure why i decided to put these photos up. i guess i just like my shirt :) and my fringe was being very co-operative.

im getting so excited for japan :) i have enough money now, but im just continuing to save. im not sure why.

i should start saving for my camera. any suggestions on good cameras? im thinking on getting a lumix. i know cannon is good too, but ive been set on a lumix for a while now and im scared of changing my mind. tell me what you think kay?

ive settled on just buying a cheap $100 waterproof digital camera for japan :) i figured id be less worried about loosing it and stuff. plus the ensurance company only covers $500 worth of valuables we take. and the lumix i want is $500 +
then ill give my current camera to my little brother. i figured it wont last long anyway. whether or not he has any input into continuing to kill it like i have.

wooh :D fisheye pics *jumps up and down in extremely excited maner*

theyre kinda crap quality. i thought theyd be better. but it doesnt really matter, cause soon i will have my own amazing camera and fisheye :D

but untill then my beautiful boyfriends will do :)

im yet to get a photo with him. :@

saw this the other day....

made me want something so much.

1. Get kissed in the rain
2. Have that one hot kiss where your pressed against the wall
3. Have a guy that thinks you’re the world
4. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs
5. A boy that whispers he loves you in your ear
6. Have that moment where you just gaze into each others eyes
7. When you cry, he kisses your tears away.
8. When you’re not with your guy he’s all that you can think about
9. Wearing his jacket and every time you breath in, his scent surrounds you
10. A guy who will watch any movie with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get.
11. A guy who squeezes your hand
12. A boy that says he loves you and means it
13. A guy that will play her favorite song outside her window
14. A guy who is loyal
15. A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad he is at it.
16. A guy that will kiss you on the forehead.
17. A guy that will call you beautiful or adorable…not hot, fine, or sexy
18. A guy that will never judge you for how you look.
19. A boy that says cheezy stuff to you just to make u smile
20. A boy that is the same when he is with you and when with friends
21. A boy that tells you everything honestly
22. A boy that is good with your family and introduces you to his family
23. A guy that will always let you win
24. A guy who stands up for you no matter who it is against
25. A guy who calls you at night just to say ‘hi’ and see how your day has been
26. A boy who tells you that your smile makes his day and makes everything better
27. A boy who will sit on the phone with you when you’re sad, even if you’re quiet
28. A boy who you can hangout and have fun with
29. A boy that will just randomly call you for no reason at all, just because he missed you
30. A guy who will hold your hand through the roughest parts of life.
31. A guy who would love you forever no matter the circumstance.
32. A guy who wouldn’t mind you wanting to get all dressed up and do your make up for him. Even if he says he likes you better without make up.
33. A guy who you can be yourself with and he will never give a care and would still tell you that you are amazing to him.
34. A guy who runs his fingers through your hair, like he’s washing your worries/troubles away.

oh hello beutiful new kitty :)

this is izzy :) isnt she pretty

for the first couple of weeks we had her every time someone called her name alli could think of was izzy off greys. but its worn off now.

and so begins another sunday. so far ive had breakfast, watched tv, done my homework, spent two hours on the computer.

now im going to go find something else to do. probably go outside and sit in the sun reading a book :)

maybe i should sleep. i really need to. i havent been to bed early for two whole weeks. i stayed up late thursday watching docos on sbs :D yes i was in my 'lets be a nerdy doco watching/loving person' mood :)

anyway, Bye

wow! what can i say.

i love sports day

sure we got made to run 200 by the house captains,
but its amazing!

a whole day to just sit and talk, run 300 meters all up, take photos, dress up, wear as much makeup as you want, listen to ipods :)

its great!

madi!

her eyes look super cool in this pic :)

kim!

shes new follower her....

http://damngirlyoulookinfine.piczo.com/?cr=3

i had to post this.

kelsie.

the colours are pretty cool, and her hair looks sweet :)

grace!

bestie :)

you know her link is in an older post, go find it.

she loves being a cat, ever since wintermoon

kim and kalina :) cute photo. pretty much sums up how awesome sports day is.

kelsie. her link somewhere too i think.

looking mighty fine :)

cutest costume ever!

kim is so tan. shes lukcy. i think this is like one of the few photos that i look good with my hair up in :D

troublesome three :D

credit to joe for taking the photo.

nice cleavage madi!

kelsie's hair looks AMAZING!

peeka boo!

pretty happy with this pic.

kelsie was being silly and not showing her face for photos but i like this.

the sun wrecks this one, but its still cool.

i wanted to say heaps in this post.

but the other day the computer wouldnt load all hte photos i wanted to load.
today im getting yelled at to get off and hte photos are loading.

just my luck hey!

well next time i spose. i still have tonnes of things i want to blog about. i think ill remind myself....

movies, shopping.

there that should be enough of a memory jog :)

kay thats all. go follow kim and make her piczo famous! and madi and kelsie and grace :D

we'd been at dancing for like 2 minutes and we were already in histerics.

ahh the good 'ol days.

i miss them, but i know things change and hanging onto the past tends to ruin the future.

i read this on someones tumblr. its bad and i kinda thought less of them but i liked it at the same time.

dear almost-everyone-i-used-to-know

im glad we drifted away, now i have less to worry about.

A time comes in your life when you finally get it…when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out…ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying and blaming and struggling to hold on.

Then, like a child quieting down after a tantrum, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes.

This is your awakening.

You realize it’s time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change, or for happiness, safety and security to magically appear over the next horizon. You realize that in the real world there aren’t always fairy tale endings, and that any guarantee of “happily ever after” must begin with you… and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance.

You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and that not everyone will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what you are… and that’s OK. They are entitled to their own views and opinions.

You learn the importance of loving and championing yourself… and in the process a sense of new found confidence is born of self-approval. You stop complaining and blaming other people for the things they did to you - or didn’t do for you - and you learn that the only thing you can really count on is the unexpected.

You learn that people don’t always say what they mean or mean what they say and that not everyone will always be there for you and that everything isn’t always about you.

So, you learn to stand on your own and to take care of yourself… and in the process a sense of safety and security is born of self-reliance.

You stop judging and pointing fingers and you begin to accept people as they are and to overlook their shortcomings and human frailties… and in the process a sense of peace and contentment is born of forgiveness.

You learn to open up to new worlds and different points of view. You begin reassessing and redefining who you are and what you really stand for.

You learn the difference between wanting and needing and you begin to discard the doctrines and values you’ve outgrown, or should never have bought into to begin with.

You learn that there is power and glory in creating and contributing and you stop maneuvering through life merely as a “consumer” looking for your next fix.

You learn that principles such as honesty and integrity are not the outdated ideals of a bygone era, but the mortar that holds together the foundation upon which you must build a life.

You learn that you don’t know everything, it’s not your job to save the world and that you can’t teach a pig to sing. You learn that the only cross to bear is the one you choose to carry and that martyrs get burned at the stake.

Then you learn about love. You learn to look at relationships as they really are and not as you would have them be. You learn that alone does not mean lonely.

You stop trying to control people, situations and outcomes. You learn to distinguish between guilt and responsibility and the importance of setting boundaries and learning to say NO.

You also stop working so hard at putting your feelings aside, smoothing things over and ignoring your needs.

You learn that your body really is your temple. You begin to care for it and treat it with respect. You begin to eat a balanced diet, drink more water, and take more time to exercise.

You learn that being tired fuels doubt, fear, and uncertainty and so you take more time to rest. And, just as food fuels the body, laughter fuels our soul. So you take more time to laugh and to play.

You learn that, for the most part, you get in life what you believe you deserve, and that much of life truly is a self-fulfilling prophecy.

You learn that anything worth achieving is worth working for and that wishing for something to happen is different than working toward making it happen.

More importantly, you learn that in order to achieve success you need direction, discipline and perseverance. You also learn that no one can do it all alone, and that it’s OK to risk asking for help.

You learn the only thing you must truly fear is fear itself. You learn to step right into and through your fears because you know that whatever happens you can handle it and to give in to fear is to give away the right to live life on your own terms.

You learn to fight for your life and not to squander it living under a cloud of impending doom.

You learn that life isn’t always fair, you don’t always get what you think you deserve and that sometimes bad things happen to unsuspecting, good people… and you learn not to always take it personally.

You learn that nobody’s punishing you and everything isn’t always somebody’s fault. It’s just life happening. You learn to admit when you are wrong and to build bridges instead of walls.

You learn that negative feelings such as anger, envy and resentment must be understood and redirected or they will suffocate the life out of you and poison the universe that surrounds you.

You learn to be thankful and to take comfort in many of the simple things we take for granted, things that millions of people upon the earth can only dream about: a full refrigerator, clean running water, a soft warm bed, a long hot shower.

Then, you begin to take responsibility for yourself by yourself and you make yourself a promise to never betray yourself and to never, ever settle for less than your heart’s desire.

You make it a point to keep smiling, to keep trusting, and to stay open to every wonderful possibility.

You hang a wind chime outside your window so you can listen to the wind.

Finally, with courage in your heart, you take a stand, you take a deep breath, and you begin to design the life you want to live as best you can. - Author Unknown

i think ill just post a whole load of random pics for today :) I SWEAR I PUT HALF OF THESE ON HERE ALREADY! WHATS WRONG WITH ME.

TWO WEEKS HOLIDAYS IS NOT ENOUGH!

i still havent caught up with Brenden :@

dancing on sunday is 9am-4pm
i found this out AFTER i agreed to do it. good job telling me mum! :@

yes im incredibly mad.

theres only tomorrow morning, saturday and monday left. if his school has a pupil free day on monday too that is!

thats not enough ok. not to mention the fact that we cant think of something to do cause OUR STUUPID TOWN IS SO BORING!

i need ideas and fast! like ugh what are we sposed to do!

i havent caught up with my friends yet but finding something to do with them is easy.
-walk around places
-shop
-see a movie
-have a picnik in a field
-go to each others houses

see! like half of that stuff i wouldnt do with him. more than half. plus theres the whole, me being MEGA weird with making out in public thing :@

OHMYGOD IM SO STUPID!

kim just said 'is today thursday'

im like yeah what of it..............
OH WAIT ITS THURSDAY! THAT MEANS LATE NIGHT! OHHHHHHHH MYYYYYY GOOOOODD I CANT BE THAT SLOW! PLEASE NO IM NOT THAT STUPID!

:/ that is seriously the slowest i have EVER been! oh dear *shakes head*

ooh new band thats pree cool :) ---> stereo skyline
go check em out :)

so now im off to get ready for the new cat :) yeah were getting a new cat its a ragdoll XD
and text brenden. EVEN THOUGH HE NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER REPLIES! :@

but still lazy for walking around canelands :s *hint* public place *hint*

:)

aw well. itll all be good

                                     just not today :(